Gonna go & meet her later, for the last time this year? :/ seriously couldn't take it. I can't even imagine a week without her. How am I gonna bear the pain?! there are gonna be so many fake smiles & so many forced laughters .. My happiness is slowly fading away.. Hopefully, I can see her on my birthday next year, that will be the greatest gift ever, seriously... <3 
Although I kinda lost hope on wishes.. 
I really wish we can be back together & everything will be back to normal soon , iloveyou <3
Not 11:11 yet , but that's my wish for 11:11 today , :/